blue_skies_try

blue_skies_try @ 2005-12-07T19:56:00

2005-12-08T00:56:49Z

I have an obnoxious crush on Dan Kempner. Fuuuuuck.

blue_skies_try @ 2005-11-30T01:58:00

2005-11-30T06:58:35Z

When things get like what?

my langypoo

2005-11-26T18:22:26Z

Langy noooo!!! I can't wait until Monday night! I bought portabello mushrooms! And mango juice and soy sauce and green tea chai! I got us so much wonderfulness. PLEASE COME BAAAACCCK!!!

[ps] i hope you're enjoying cinci. <3

i write sins, not tragedies

2005-11-25T09:56:35Z

I wrote a song today. It rocks. ...really. <3

blue_skies_try @ 2005-11-17T02:42:00

2005-11-17T07:42:03Z

i keep goin' right back to the one thing that i need to walk away from...

2005-11-14T21:34:18Z

"What do you do...when you know something's bad for you...but you can't let go?"

blue_skies_try @ 2005-11-13T02:30:00

2005-11-13T07:29:59Z

"I went to a doctor. All he did was suck blood from my neck. Do not see Dr. Acula."

Oh my god, Mitch, you make my life so good. Rest in peace, man.

blue_skies_try @ 2005-11-13T00:29:00

2005-11-13T05:29:13Z

I'm feeling very que sera sera.

Whatever will be will be.

<3

Last night+today with my Cic was fun. I missed her a lot. We have good times.

Being in Laurel puts me in a pissy mood. I want my city back. Afterall, you can be more in B-more. Furreals.

blue_skies_try @ 2005-11-09T15:37:00

2005-11-09T20:37:06Z

FUCK

~the brick buddha=the new chill spot.~

2005-11-09T00:14:29Z

I should be doing homework, and now would be a perfect time because my class was canceled and i have all this free time. But...alas. I really want a cigarcizzy but Langy's in the living room...with them...and she gets cross when I smoke too much. I totally gave her the most action ever this morning. Unintentionally. It was amazing...-ly akward. Hahahaha, I love that girl.

AHHHH I HEAR FRIENDS! TV TIME!

blue_skies_try @ 2005-11-08T11:28:00

2005-11-08T16:28:08Z

so she said: i've only been completely sure of one thing. ever. so i cant answer that question..
then i said: what have you been completely sure of?
and she said, the girl, she said: you.

Happy oneone5oh5

2005-11-05T16:20:18Z

...and a phone call at 2:22 this morning must mean something. Mean something crazily important. Hm.

thursday=<3

2005-11-01T19:31:49Z

"since I replaced the I in live with an O, I can't remember who you are... ...but tomorrow I'll be you. just pick up the phone. I'm calling from your house, in your room, in your name, lying in your bed, following your dreams. I listen to your voice get caught in my throat as I sing, This Is Just A Dream."

so happy.

blue_skies_try @ 2005-10-28T19:42:00

2005-10-28T23:42:31Z

Now I ain't sayin' she a gold digga, but she ain't messin' wit no broke niggaz.

blue_skies_try @ 2005-10-27T02:38:00

2005-10-27T06:37:57Z

Oh em eff gee, I love Dakota Fanning.

blue_skies_try @ 2005-10-23T22:15:00

2005-10-24T02:15:49Z

I am so stupid. Stupid stupid stupid. See....you see this is why I'm gonna be alone forever. I just couldn't do it. But my god was she gorgeous. She was the most beautiful person I've ever seen in my life. Ever. And just two fucking seats over. Oh my god. I'm so pissed right now. And Langdon's not home. Fuck, man. Fuckfuckfuck. Q@#%QEA!!

wasting time in the photo crib

2005-10-19T19:11:56Z

I took this from Sherri.

100 THINGS (MORE OR LESS)

1: First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Sugg
2: Last word you said: okay
3: Last song you sang: lost but willing
4: Last person you hugged: tori
5: Last thing that made you smile: this kid i met outside
6: Last time you said I don't remember: this morning
7: Last key you pressed: space

::PRESENT::

8: Where are you: the photo crib
9: What color socks are you wearing: none
10. What's under you bed right now?: drawers full of art supplies and photos and books
11: What time did you wake up today: fuckin' 10 o'clock
12: Current taste: chocolate milk
13: Current hair: in a curly bun of stiff love
14: Current music: tbs in one ear and rap in the other
15: Current annoyance: it not being 10 o'clock tonight soon enough
16: Current longing: to be in bed with mikey
17: Current desktop: my MS Paint creation: "I love the phrase asphyxiation due to strangulation"
18: Current worry: am i gonna get my thursday class stuff done tonight?
19: Current hate: my lack of co&ca tickets
20: Current favorite article of clothing: my black emperio armani shirt
21: Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: neck
22: Last CD that you listened to: hard knock life (jay-z)
23: Favorite place to be: bennigan's in laurel
24: Least favorite place: critical inquiry class
25: Time you wake up in the morning?: depends what time i have to be in class
26: If you could play an instrument, what would it be: drum kit
27: Favorite color: electric blue
28: Do you believe in an afterlife: haven't really thought about it lately
29: How tall are you: 5'7"
30: Current favorite word/saying: "yeah man" "I WILL SUCK YOUR DICK!" (oh seth...i miss him so.)
31: Favorite book: too many to name.
32: Favorite season: early autumn
33: One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: pretti

::FUTURE::

34: Where do you want to live? brooklyn, italy, india, or b-more
35: Where do you want to go for college?: MICA
36: What is your career going to be like: tumult
37: How many kids do you want: 2.

::HAVE YOU EVER...::

38: Kissed someone?: yeah
39: Said "I love you" and meant it: yes.
40: Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird.etc: yes. cauliflower, you bitch
41: Been to New York: yes!
42: Been to Florida: nope
43: Been to California: yeaup
44: Been to Hawaii: no
45: Been to Mexico: no
46: Been to China: no
48: Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: possibly
49: Gone skinny dipping?: nope
50: Performed in front of an audience?: mhm.
51: Do you have a job? yeup.
52: Do you have a crush on someone: yes
53: What book are you reading now?: love in the time of cholera
54: Worst feeling in the world: lonliness
55: What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning: "fuck, i'm late"
56: How many rings before you answer: however many go by until i can find my phone
57: What's on your wall in your room?: polaroids, fabric, show/movie tickets
58: Do you have a cell phone?: mhm
59: Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: i sleep with a stuffed animal stuffed between my bed and wall (she sings to me incessantly)

59-64?: Are MIA.

64: Do you do drugs?: yes.
65: Do you drink?: yes.
66: Do you like it?: Sure
67: What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use? pantene.suave.whatever
68: What are you most scared of: drowning/choking to death. being absolutely alone.
69: What clothes do you sleep in?: soft ones
70: Who is the last person that called you: mikey
71: Where do you want to get married: *shrugs*
72: If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: spots
73. Who do you hate: tori
74: Been In Love: yes.
75: Are you timely or always late: always late
77: Do you like being around people?: Sometimes
78. Best feeling in the world: being held
79: Are you for world peace: fuck a thug
80: Are you a health freak: def. not
81: Do you have a "Type" of person you always go after: nope. i'm pretty good about variety
82. You want someone you can't have?: no. no one i can't have.
83: Are you lonely right now: at this moment, no.
84: Ever afraid you'll never get married: nope.
85: Do you want to get married: maybe
86: Do you want kids?: yeah

::IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...::

87: Cried: yes
88: Bought Something: yes
89: Gotten Sick: no
90: Sang: yes
91: Said I Love You: yes
92: Wanted To Tell Someone You Liked them: no
93: Met Someone: yep
94: Moved On: yes.
95: Talked To Someone: Yes
96: Had A Serious Talk: yes
97: Missed Someone: Yeah
98: Hugged Someone: Yes
99: Yelled at Someone: yes. cauliflower, you bitch.
100: Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be with: hehe....yeah.

blue_skies_try @ 2005-10-19T01:22:00

2005-10-19T05:21:58Z

The weekend with Tany, Chrissy, & Jakey was awesome. We hung out with Jamesy, Johnny, Kimmy, Natey....eh fuck it. I had an awesome time. I took awesome pictures. I had awesome wild sex. Erm...well...not in LI. But. Eh. I'm tired of LJ. CIao.

blue_skies_try @ 2005-10-16T05:14:00

2005-10-16T09:14:25Z

i feel like it's all -other than me and better than me-. i hate this feeling. i hate this.

Happy Birthday.

2005-10-16T09:03:28Z

God God God God God. I miss him so much. Being around these couple all day made me realize how much I fucking miss being with him. Talking to Chris, I really thought about how proud I am of him. God, shit sucks. I miss my Mikey Snyder.

blue_skies_try @ 2005-10-14T02:15:00

2005-10-14T06:15:07Z

So really, living in LongIsland is like living on MTV. In a music video. A punk kid music video. High. It's wonderful.

Tanya's house is gorgeous. It reminds me so much of Timi's. I miss Timi. Gaahh. And it's all Filipino-fied and such. It's lovely.

Okay. It's potty time. Then bed. Then Long Island high school in the morning? God, I hope it stops raining. Seriously.

Seriously.

blue_skies_try @ 2005-10-13T02:09:00

2005-10-13T06:09:49Z

I always end with something shitty, so let me think of the good things.

LongIsland with my homies until Tuesday=fucking A!
GradPhoto&DigitalImaging shindig next Friday. < 3
Keri time next friday.
@#$!@#%Chicago with Michael in December!@#!#%#$
My silly new tattoo.
Um....ohh! Hehe...lapdances. Oh my.
&&&HipHop dance class.

Life is love.

blue_skies_try @ 2005-10-06T02:24:00

2005-10-06T06:23:52Z

Me - You know, I really love my life. Nothing ever goes wrong and I'm just so gosh darn happy about everything. Life is perfect.
Chris- You know, that's the exact impression that I got from you.

Haha, sarcasm is lovely. Chillin' at Tanya's = love. Also, chillin' at Vanessa's = awesome. Chillin' with KLM this weekend...priceless.

*hearts and hugs*
D

blue_skies_try @ 2005-10-05T00:20:00

2005-10-05T04:20:18Z

It had been over a year. HAha...go figure, right?

blue_skies_try @ 2005-10-04T14:32:00

2005-10-04T18:32:01Z

Up with Cheryl Davis.

Down with Jonathan Culler. If you ever meet this man, slap him. Back-handedly and such.